Prior to his first elimination, his gameplay was kind of flippy floppy, he could either get good placements, or absolutely terrible placements, he was probably the biggest wild card during the pre-merge. Ink Drop started the competition by being placed onto Team Drink. Ink Drop is a medium sized droplet of black ink with white facial features instead of the usual black ones. I'd love to speak at your event! Just shoot me an email through my contact page and we can talk about working together.S3- 10.5555555556 Ink Drop was a contestant on G.G.G. I promise, it's more fun than you'd think. I travel around the country giving talks, facilitate workshops and engaging on panels on the topics of healing from sexual trauma and supporting survivors. Want me to come speak at your event or facilitate a workshop? Most of all, on those hard days when you are struggling to believe yourself know that I see you and I believe you. These numbers are here simply as a reminder that you are not alone.
Since May of 2017 105,045 people have read This is What It’s Like to Remember What You Can’t Remember.I share this with you not as some sort of expression of self-importance of my writing, but rather to demonstrate how good of company we all are in, because it isn’t about me, it’s about us.
It’s so rare that I rely on numbers for anything related to healing, but I think in this particular instance it can be helpful for you to get to see what I see. I am not going to share stories that anyone has shared with me, they are not mine to tell, but what I am going to share with you is some data. I get the extraordinary comfort of all your emails, messages and google analytics data to know how not alone I am, and I think it’s time you get to see it for yourself. Look how many of us are dealing with memory and sexual trauma But our minds struggle without a clear narrative of what’s happened to us, and often we are filled with thoughts of self-blame and fear that we are making things up or overreacting. We know in our bodies and in our triggers that we’ve experienced something traumatic. There are so many of us who have feelings deep down in our guts that something terrible happened to us and do not have a memory that clearly explains us to ourselves. Here’s what I’ve learned these past two years: I am not alone. What I’ve learned from writing about not having memories of my sexual trauma And it was impossible for me to imagine that 2 years later I would have thousands and thousands of you visiting my website specifically searching for answers to their own questions about not remembering their sexual trauma and being uncertain of what that means for their survivorship and healing. It was impossible for me to imagine that 2 years later I would hear from thousands of other survivors telling me their stories of trauma and memory and how they struggle with believability and internalized self-blame. It was impossible for me to imagine that 2 years later I would have so many other survivors in my life that I’m proud to call friends who are also struggling with the same questions of around their memory and trauma. I was afraid that people would think that I were a fraud for calling myself a survivor, or even worse, find out no one else felt the same way I did. It felt so daunting because up until that point, I was the only survivor I personally knew who didn’t have clear memory of their abuse. It was the most difficult thing I had written at that point, and I felt nearly as much fear about publishing the story as I did about launching Healing Honestly in the first place. I wrote it on a bit of a whim as I was just trying to make sense of my own conflicted feelings about not having memory of my childhood sexual abuse. In May of 2017 I wrote a piece titled, This is What It’s Like to Remember What You Can’t Remember.